I'm moving.

I'm moving out of my house. Not because of fighting with my mum but I'm going to Kuantan, Pahang for the 47th Nasional Day. This trip is just like moving from a house to another. We need to bring a lot of things like pail, mug, toiletry, 3 pairs of shoes, a pile of clothes etc. 2 traveling beg is full and my school beg too. We will be staying at a sekolah asrama. I'm going tomorrow and back on the 31st, so, no blogging for me for 10+ days. :( Hope I'll not sprain my ankle this time, but just to be on the safe side, I brought along my ankle protector.

Love...

Love is something we always take for granted. We don't express it out because we think that others will understand without we saying it out loud. We think that the love in our heart is better then saying it out. But the truth is, others won't know we love them if we don't express it out.

Remember the time when I was depressed and under a lot of pressure because I was the chairman for the farewell party of the Student Union, I asked SM to give me a hug. That's what I always do at home. Whenever I'm under stress, I'll ask my mum for a hug. SM generously gave me the hug and support I really needed at that time. I think without the hug, I might have broke down in front of everyone.

So, I want to tell all of you in my life that I LOVE YOU.

Help me if you can

I have a problem now. It seem that i can't remember things told to me. For example, a few seconds ago, my mum ask me to wipe the table. When i'm cleaning the table, my mum tell me to swep the floor. But after i clean the table, i forget all about the floor. Take note, all this only happen less than 30 seconds. What's wrong with my brain? I can't even remember what i want to post in my blog... Sigh........ help me if you can.

The Red Violin

The Red Violin aired on 8TV on Wednesday as Panda said was a award winning show. When i watch the show that day, i told my mum that i don't think any of my classmate will watch that movie. But to my surprise, TC did watch the movie. The movie is about stories around the violin from the year 1861 (not quite sure) to the present. The maker of the violin used his dead wife's blood to varnish the violin. After about 100 years after the maker of the violin, the violin got in the hand of a little boy. The boy was briliant. Watch the way he play the violin will make someone evy him. He can play so fast! The speed of the metronume was like 216! He is a pro. But sadly, he died on the spot when he when for a audition. I think it's because of heart attack. So, they buried the violin with him. But somehow, someone stold it and it when on to someone very good but he also died which makes the violin don't know how, reach China and that to the hand of a 'thief'. He changed the fake 'red violin' with the real one and the story end there.

The list of names we call him.

This is the list of names we call him (i know you know who i mean):

1. kutu - from WP
2. stray dog - from YF
3. bonnie - from me
4. dog family - from TC
5. male dog - from HH

The volcano subsided.

After about 24 hours of "Cold War", me and my mum are in talking terms again. But somehow, my mum left me a question. 'Why am i always jealous about me sis?' Well this question have been puzzling me for sometime. I still don't have the actual answer, but i know i will get it sometime later. Maybe it's because of my relatives that always like to compare me to my sis starting from the day i was born?

A volcano eruption.

Today, I finally agree that women are made of water as the Chinese says. My tears didn't stop flowing for almost an hour. Why? Because I just have a big fight (using my mouth) with my mum. I still don't understand why I'll start to cry whenever I begin to quarrel with someone. I just can't stop it from coming down.

The whole thing started off when I don't want to eat the cod fish my mum cooked after she said that I always need to be told then only I'll do things. Yea, I know I'm wrong over that. But what's the big deal? My sister done it before what. She left the table after finishing her rice. Why I'm the one scolded and caned? Why I'm threatened not to have any meal in the house anymore if I don't eat the cod fish? Why she can just walk away without any scolding?

So, me and my mum sat down in the living room and started the volcano eruption. I pointed out that my sis did it before and didn't get any punishment. Why I'm the one getting all of it? My mother tell me not to compare my sister with me. But this is the fact! It really did happen.

Then I talk about my mum telling other mothers at school yesterday about how the school band was always not in time. I don't know what got into me, but when I heard it, I was so mad. I don't like people talking bad things about the band. I know they are always like that but I don't think you need to tell all the others about it!

And then, I remember the incident on the repost card day. I told her that I'm embarrassed when my teacher ask me in the class the next day. And she say she want to go to school to find the teacher once more. OMG (feel like banging my head on the wall), don't she know how embarrassed I am already? I can't stand her anymore...... She says she feel like killing me every time I fight with her. Well, actually I think if she kill me it's better for the two of us. At lease we won't need to quarrel anymore. It will be peace for the two of us for every.

P/s: Those reading this mail please don't tell my mum or my father about it. It's just merely me feeling after the fight. No big deal. I'll not try to kill myself. I just want to release my anger so that my tears will not come down again.

The school band's farewell party.

I'm just back from the school band's farewell party. I left early because my mum was already there to pick me up. What make us form 5 members angry is not that the farewell had been postponed a lot of time and yesterday, we finally got our invitation card. Though it's not very nice, but we know that they are busy with the preparation work for the Hari Merdeka, so they are not to be blamed. On the card it stated that the party will start at 10. But last night about 9, I got a call saying that the party will be taken forward to 9, and we will have only 1 hour to celebrate it. Ok, I can still stand this. But making us waiting at the school for more than 45 minutes really make us furious. What are they thinking? Treating us like that! We thought of boycotting them, leave without notice. But when we try to do that, it's too late. We can't go anywhere without a band member following us. I later left with my present, two books. Thanks anyway to the Brasswind Members. :) Besides that, I heard from one of the form 5 member that we will not be given certificate. The reason given is that we done not enough work for the band. WTF!!!! We are the ones who draw the mural. We are the ones who make changes in the band administration. We are the ones who rearrange the band room so that it looks more spacious. What are these? Invincible people doing all these things? Now we are thinking of not going for the Merdeka Parade as we have promised. We will talk about it later in school I think. This is definitely not the way to appreciate someone that have contributed their 5 years long effort to the band. I do hope the form 4s this year will not get the same treatment like us.

What an eventful day....

My day started off with me putting all my breakfast into my stomach in less than 10 minutes. Why hurry? Because I still need time to find two more essay title to complete my homework. After looking through the form 4 Chinese text book, I finally thought of a title - Sept 11. By then it's about 7 o'clock, so I quickly pack my school beg and hop into my father's car.

Today's Physics class really sucks. My classmates not only make noise but also (one of them) put his leg on the table. Really can't imagine what's in their mind. Ok, you don't want to listen to the teacher, KEEP YOUR BIG MOUTH SHUT!!! Not everyone go for tuition like you. Think about the others trying to keep up with the teacher. I even saw some tears in the teacher's eyes.

Then, it's Mr. Morthy's class. He came in late today. As usual, we take our book out and wait for him to start his lesson. But when he just started to teach, the non-stop siren was heard. Mr. Morthy act quite madly. He quickly pack up his books and ask us to follow him out of the classroom. We then slowly walk to the padang. It's just a fire practice. No one will take it seriously until the real thing happen. We spend about 20 minutes under the 'lovely' hot sun.

In the chemistry lab, the boys again created some chaos. They burn something on the table. They even use a camera to take a photo with the magnesium burning. Don't they know the danger of playing in the chemistry lab with so many kind of dangerous chemical inside? Until when are they going to act like someone with NO common sense? GROW UP PLEASE, guys!!!

Latest update on the puppy love.

Heard from my classmates today that there are two version of what happened.

The first one:
LCK was the one who make the pair separate.

The second one:
CKN was the one who call off the relationship.

So, which one is the true one?

The HOTTEST puppy love in school.

Everyone wants to know whether they are together. Everyone wants to know what happen to the ex. They are being mention in the special room, in the washroom, in the classroom and at the canteen. So, who can create these kind os chaos? Answer is the 'top' boy and his newly dated girl.

You can see them every morning sitting together talking in one of the form 5 classes. You can see them walking together to the pusat gelanggang. You can see them doing alot of things together.

Some says that the ex. cried in her class, don't know whether it's true. The two girls get same complement, that is why they choose someone like him? Why are they so bad taste? While the new pair was said not considerated.

Everything happened so fast. The same day the ex. was seen crying, the pair was dating in one of the classes. The girl even change her hairstyle. As we usually says, when someone change his or her hairstyle, there's some changes in his or her emotion. Looks like it's true.